imagine if you could hear the sound of a fallen star, that's how closely i would listen for the beat of your heart

there was early dismissal today, so i went to jefferson with cheryl carey april brandon hieu paolo mahki and jerome. we saw sixth graders there. i have no idea why, i'm home so darn early ! it kinda makes me pissed, ha. and i can't even get a hold of anyone who wants to go kick it. i don't wanna stay home! UGH. this week was straight up gay. monday was alright; tuesday went horrible. i ended up crying in fourth period due to how mad i was- stupid anger tears. things got worse when i talked to aj. today/wednesday; BORING. my phone stopped working! my sisters forgot to pay the bills. this sucks! but i had fun with the girls and homo guys at jefferson. ughk, last night.. i broke down. i told kenneth everything. i honestly don't know how all my stress got built up that i exploded and opened up to him. fucker!